Time to live again!

In the last few days, I have been experiencing the most amazing thing once again. I'm out there doing things like searching for activities, and catching up with people I haven't talked to in a while. I'm starting to anticipate the future again, dreaming about all of the possibilites, and I have not been doing that for a very long time with any regularity.

After my Gastric Bypass, IT'S ON! And I'm gonna push it harder than ever before, I have a good 3 or 4 years of living to make up here!!!! I'm practically to a countdown level here, just 17 more days!!

I can't begin to explain how I feel. This anticipation of not only being able to live life again, but to be able to live it differently than I ever have before, it's like a dream!