Losing my mind...

Ugh. I feel like I'm going crazy lately. My Gastric Bypass surgery is just 9 days away, and I have to be honest, it is really messing with my head. I've been a little overly emotional lately, and my anxiety has been through the roof.

I'm told by a friend who has had the surgery, as well as others who have gone through this, that it is normal, but I gotta admit, nothing feels normal about how I'm feeling lately.

It is ranging from frightened that things are not going to go well, or way on the other side that things are going to fall through, to feeling sorry for myself and wondering if anyone cares about what I'm going through.

When I step back and stop being so "Emo" about this whole thing, the answer is extremely clear; OF COURSE PEOPLE CARE YOU RETARD!!!!!

I have a ton of caring friends and family who have gone out of their way many times over to let me know how much they care, and how happy they are for me, and that they are there to help me through this.

For them, I am really thankful! Now I just need the next 9 days to fly by!!